Second week for my second sem, I was thought that in this sem will be more free and easy, but seems like I was wrong, stupid Tarc system made me fail to apply exemption for ' english for communication' and "Tamadun Islam dan Asia" subjects , so I have to restudy again....frustrated, but I also should blame it on myself because of my careless, I lost my previous result script so have to reapply the transcript,but it take couple weeks of time at least, fine, forget about it ....Fortunately Tamadun Islam is taught by "Mr double A"-we call him so because of his name is written as "AA" in the timetable, he is a very funny and great lecturer, won't feel boring in his class and laugh from the beginning till the end, awesome ! but for the english...don't want to talk more about him....
Today my class end at 7pm again, really feel very tired, after the lunch time, I don't think will have anyone can pay 100% attention in the class anymore, after the class ended, the sky is getting darker, whole college is so empty and quiet, the worst is, it's headache for me to get taxi home,and it really cost me alot, RM5+ for just now...I can have my dinner already...going to die if continue like this...but I have no choice.
We have to purchase a DSLR camera in this sem for photography subject, and the cheapest one cost about RM2K , it is a burden for most of the students including me as well, I really don't like to ask more money from my parents, eventhough they afford ,but I just wish to spend as less as I could... I'm controlling, but I not really always spending money in buying something or play .
Assignment is started, the first one is "Soapa Soapa"-soap packge design , I started my researchs and still working on it, to determine the theme, and the design as well .There will be more and more assignments for other subjects that is coming soon on the following week, so I can sitting here and waiting for die actually,but I have another choice...
After the "Prison Break", now I'm addicted to another western series-"Lie to Me" , it is an awesome and very fantastic movie...highly recommended! you can learn a lot of thing through the movie....
I always think that I'm a heartless person, yes I think so because I'm asking and thinking myself everynight before I close my eyes , sometime I can be so cruel and heartless to something, or someone ...eventhough deep inside my heart I dont want to do so, but I dont know why am I still pretending like I really don't care at all, but actually I do...don't I?
Ya, everyday we are wearing the mask, or maybe can say our own "surrogate" to face and communicate with someone, but we never understand and know the true side of anyone, everyone is fake, everything is a lie , you guys might say I'm a negative thinker , bullshit , or whatever, but can't denied that , this is the fact, the truth that we don't how to solve it , thats why we accept it ...
Good luck everyone~